24 August 2005 @ 08:01 am
New Lord King Bad Vid - "I Am, I Said"  
I really have no excuse for this. This vid comes from deep in my soul, where I am still a twelve-year old girl. I apologize in advance for any trauma.

I Am, I Said (please right-click, save target as)
(QuickTime file; 13MB)

Fandom: Angel
Artist: Neil Diamond
Spoilers: Through "Not Fade Away"
Subject: Spike just wants to be heard.

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Lyrics
LA's fine the sun shines most of the time
and the feeling is laid back
palm trees grow, the rent is low
but you know I can't help thinking about
making my way back

Well I'm New York City born and raised
nowadays I'm lost between two shores
LA's mine but it ain't home
New York's home but it ain't mine no more

Did you ever hear about the frog who dreamed of being a king?
and then became one
well except for the names and a few other changes
if you're talking about me
the story's the same one

Well I've got an emptiness deep inside
and I've tried but it won't let me go
Now I'm not a man who likes to swear
but I never cared for the sound of being alone

I am, I said
to no one there
and no one heard at all not
even the chair

I am, I cried
I am, said I
and I am lost but I can't
even say why

Leaving me lonely still


I would also like to point out that I am aware of any odd-colored flashes and aspect ratio issues in the vid. They have been left in because I am lazy they make the vid feel more heartfelt.

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I don't usually go in for these memes, however, I decided I'd try it yesterday and it has already been worth it. At least one of you has made me all teary-eyed with your comment (good tears!) and I want everyone else to get in there and get the chance to feel the same. What am I talking about? [info]luna_k's Love Meme.

Please go over there and put your name in so that we can all tell you how much we adore you. I have a lot of love to give out. *taps foot impatiently*
 
 
Current Mood: pleased
Current Music: "I Am, I Said" stuck in my head forever
 
 
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Killa: spike - kathyh[info]killabeez on August 24th, 2005 03:13 pm (UTC)
*squee!*
*loves this vid so much OMG*
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: Afterlife Spike[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 03:46 pm (UTC)
It loves you too! Hee. :D
My Beautiful Sinking Ship: Buffy - Andrew - Not You Sweetheart[info]bitterbyrden on August 24th, 2005 03:26 pm (UTC)
HAHAHA! You *are* such a dork. You are! And I thought the green flash totally added authenticity... nay! SINCERITY! That was great! :-D

I laughed a lot. Probably because although I think it's a good song for the subject matter, I think I am the only '70s-or-earlier-born woman on the planet who despises Neil Diamond.
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by ezzvaldez: Ace Ventura[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 03:48 pm (UTC)
SINCERITY! Yes, yes that is the word I was looking for.

You can hate Neil Diamond, but you can't hate his shiny shirts. They're so sparkly.
Ian Roberts: Dignity Kelly[info]absolutedestiny on August 24th, 2005 03:27 pm (UTC)
even the chair! *sob*
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: sometimes you just gotta d[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 03:47 pm (UTC)
The pathos and gravitas just kills me.
shell[info]umbo on August 24th, 2005 03:53 pm (UTC)
I just finished watching Footloose, and now I have a new one to watch! And it's Neil Diamond!

I looked over at that love thread, and, seriously, in 10 pages of comments yours was practically the only username I even *recognized*, so I think I'll skip it, but it is a nice idea.
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: peaceful (not shareable)[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
I'm parcelling out the vids like candy. Hee.

I could tell you why I like you here! I really admire you and you have this inner presence that comes through even through the medium of LJ. It's comforting.
allowed to randomly kill inner children: against the wall (by seanarenay)[info]sweetestdrain on August 24th, 2005 03:53 pm (UTC)
Oh my god, yes!! Now I can download the perfection! You have no idea how much I just squealed when I saw this.
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by ladyjessamyn: spiffy![info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 04:55 pm (UTC)
I just know that it's going to be this vid that follows me around on the 'net. That's how this works. Heeeee.
Morgan Dawn: Jeremiah Apocalypse Now[info]morgandawn on August 24th, 2005 04:40 pm (UTC)
OMG, I loved this song as 12 year old. Rushes off to download it.

".... no one heard at all not
even the chair"
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: Afterlife Spike[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 04:55 pm (UTC)
This is Spike at his most emo. And he sells it, he really does. Bless him.
Fer: silvergreen: sblittlethings[info]fer1213 on August 24th, 2005 04:54 pm (UTC)
I'm off to watch this--*excited* to watch this. And the reason any odd flashes or aspect ratio issues exist is because I didn't browbeat you into fixing them. ;)

I also want to know which comment made you cry. :)
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by queenvirginia: kind of love you[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 04:57 pm (UTC)
That's right, you haven't seen this one yet! I made it the day before I left for VividCon. Please forgive me. HEE.

The first one, and yours. Mostly yours though. I love you.
Fer: buttersideup: ibelieveinyou[info]fer1213 on August 24th, 2005 05:12 pm (UTC)
I have to shoo Bean out of the room so I can watch it! Shoo, Bean.

And I guess I'll forgive you. But only because you do a kick-ass job no matter what and I adore you. ;)

The first one choked *me* up. *hugs you mightily*
Fer: fer1213: whoa[info]fer1213 on August 24th, 2005 05:33 pm (UTC)
Even though this has the funny and the irony, it still resonates and makes me feel for poor Spike. How do you *do* that??

And the chair...
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: Vice-President Crazy[info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 05:36 pm (UTC)
It's a...gift?

Spike just needs a hug.
Morgan Dawn: Run Lola Run Animated warpedredhead[info]morgandawn on August 24th, 2005 04:55 pm (UTC)
I just showed this vid to my partner xlrop as he was heading out the door (he has a special horror for Neil Diamond). His comment: "finally someone has seen deep into William the Bloody (Awful's) soul." Then he ran away - work suddenly looked like a better option.

The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by ladyjessamyn: spiffy![info]sdwolfpup on August 24th, 2005 04:58 pm (UTC)
*laughs and laughs* But I bet he has that song stuck in his head the rest of the day. :D
Dualbunny[info]dualbunny on August 25th, 2005 11:30 pm (UTC)
Is it just me, or are these LKBV's hard to find words for? :D My inner 13-year-old just likes to giggle and sigh wistfully.

This starts out looking like Spike's poetry sounds, and then you make me get all emotional, which I really don't think Spike's poetry would do...uhm, maybe. And then after all the awwwness there is the credits and they are just perfect.
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by sdwolfpup: Spair is WOE[info]sdwolfpup on August 26th, 2005 12:20 am (UTC)
That's the power of the LKBV, of course, is that it makes you emotional when it really never ever should. Hee.
Crazy Writin' Fool: MorninPeaches[info]crazywritinfool on August 17th, 2006 11:42 pm (UTC)
I saw this vid at Vividcon and it KILLED me. Just KILLED me. DED. I was WEEPING. Seriously, I almost fell out of my chair. I had to find Kleenex.

i will shut up now...
The sanest lunatic you've ever met: by ladyjessamyn: spiffy![info]sdwolfpup on August 18th, 2006 03:33 pm (UTC)
Awesome! Thank you so much! :D